December 29, 2009
2009.

January: Broke up with boyfriend. worked. started a new semester.

February: I think there was a lot of drinking. And going to the gym. And sickness and sleeping and mono.

March: TEXAS! And more sickness and sleeping and mono and going to the gym.

April: More drinking, school and going to the gym.

May: Finished freshman year of college! (Quite the accomplishment if I do say so.) Came home. Turned 19. Drama. Family.

June: More drama. More family. (From across the pond). Work. More drama. A lot of sad.

July: Went to work drunk for the first time ever. Fell for someone…really hard. More drama. And really fun secrets. Still sadness and anger.

August: Fell a little A LOT harder. Didn’t know what to do. Drove to NYC. Went back to school. More sad. More anger.

September: school, school, school. a lot of drama. a lot of crying. a lot of being homesick. still sad. still pissed.

October: Had heart broken. Still homesick. A lot of sad. a little less anger. more studying.

November: A little better. but still sad, homesick and angry. a lot of studying. and a lot of stress.

December: even more stress, sadness, anger and studying. then home for the holidays. oh and im still not over that boy who broke my heart.

I don’t even know how to feel about this.